I composed these verses many years ago, in my youth, when struggling to come to terms with my staunchly Christian upbringing, and to move into a less accepting, more questioning future. In many ways I have moved forward very little since.
A PLEA FOR FAITH
Print words of faith into my heart;
Brand me with irons of proof;
Dispel the doubts that have held me
So long from thee aloof.
I need the truth, I can’t say why –
I won’t let you desert.
I want to find those inner wounds,
I need to feel your hurt.
My outer self accepts you whole,
And shields you from assaults.
Effectively, I water down
And camouflage your faults.
Believe me when I say I try,
But that will not suffice.
A great despair dispels the light
And the devil’s fiends entice.
But when the doubts arise inside
I can’t dispel the gloom,
Because I know I’m losing you
and hurtling to my doom.
The devil prompts and makes me ask
That central question “Why?
Do I really believe in God above,
Below or in the sky?”
Then I reflect and need to know
If all my past is sham.
Why do so many still believe
He was the Son of Man?
Print words of faith into my heart;
Brand me with irons of proof;
Dispel the doubts that have held me
So long from thee aloof.
A thought provoking and excellent poem Roland. At different times in our lives I think we struggle with our views on faith. I have had some interesting challenges with the organised church, like you I was raised in a fairly staunch religious household. It makes for good poetry though.
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Thanks Davy. I’m still struggling.
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Yet again a brilliant poem Roland.
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You are too kind.
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Indeed an excellent poetic plea for faith. 🙂
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Many thanks for your comment
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you’re welcome, Sir! 🙂
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